holy shit. this gave me a suprise.
um, first of all, I would never date one of Isaiah’s friends because I’m not like that. I don’t want him to hate me. o:
second of all, you’re not a very good friend for liking me because if you were his true friend, you’d go to him and tell him. actually, you shouldn’t even like me at all.
i kind of have an idea at who this is. but i’m not going to say.
that’s so sweet :’o
lol. i’m not heart broken anymore. i’m more shocked. xD
isaiah* and dylan, why won’t you come off anon, i know who this is. i love him, i do. i’m starting to realize he doesn’t want me back, so i’ll actually take this message into consideration. i’ll think about being with you again, because what’s the point in being depressed and shit, when he doesn’t want me, so moving on is my only choice? it’ll be awkward because i have no feelings for you, maybe i’ll gain some by dating you. i hate dating the people i don’t want.. but we’ll see.
i really don’t know.
basically, it was ‘i want you forever, i love you, you’re my everything, ..etc’ and then we were fighting the next day, he wanted me to hang out with me on the fourth and i was going to, but then my friend made a big deal about it, because it was her ex boyfriend that was going to be with us.. i didn’t want to lose a friend, and certainly not him. he was my world. but yknow, i’ve come to realize i’m a good girlfriend, and a good person. if he leaves me for something like that, then it’s his problem. it was his fault. i never did anything wrong, and he promised he’d only break up with me if i cheated on him.. i didn’t though. never have, never would have either. in the end he will realize HE lost ME, and when he misses me there’s no tellings if i’ll want him back. i love him, i want him, but i won’t wait.
I miss you so much, it hurts. come back to me? be mine? I love you. I need you. I just want to be called your girlfriend again, i want to be able to spend time together, share memories, kiss, laugh, hug, cuddle, wake up in your arms, and fall back asleep. i want to dream about you again, i want to feel your body against mine, i want to skype and play our song again, and feel like bursting into happy tears because we were so perfect. i know i’m not perfection, but i love you, and you love me. i hate that you’re doing this to me, and yourself. i am in love with you, and i’d do anything to get you back. if i could, i’d walk to the end of the world for you. you are everything to me. i know it should be the other way around because i took YOUR virginity, but i feel so attached to you, without you, i feel broken and alone. i miss you so much, i just want to hear your voice and fall in love over and over again every time we look each other in the eyes. most importantly, i wish i had the guts to say this to you personally. you think i’m over you, but the truth is, i never will be.